Life is like a roller coaster

It's been ages since I came into this space. Lots of things happened lately. My bf just went for his outfield today morning. And i kind of miss him now :( okay, this feeling srsly sucks! Talking about my bf can make me think of that bitch! Till now, i still can't understand why on earth are there girls like her still exist?! Got boyfriend already still post the photos of her & her ex. ok, which is my bf. DAMN BU SHUANG CAN. CB.

hello guys! :) i'm free now to blog the past few weeks happening! :D hehe. so i've been spending the weeks with my family, baby,sis's bf,& lastly my favourite girls <3 went to shop with sy last week or last last week? haha, i can't rmb :X bought a couple of things, not much. like nothing to buy? :( afterwhich, went to find baby :)lepak-> dinner-> homed! :D
i can't remember which day is it, after i worked i went to meet Linda & Suz and we dine at new york :) zomg, they ordered damn lot of food & what's worst? they cant finish the food they ordered! HAHAHA. well, we chat alot, kind of miss the time ): okay, i've met SY, L & S but not gc. it's been ages since i met her. walao, live so near also harly meet up :( poor thing ah. anyway, take good care of ur eyes okay^^ the next day, went out with baby, sis, sis's bf & sis's friend to town. Flea-> Lunch :) then to nex to catch' my ex haunted lover'back to amk S11 they eat like there's no tmr k. then i just watch them eat :( FML RIGHT!
last sunday, went our with L & S to town & bugis. bought a couple of things, as usual, not much things caught my eyes this season :( then, lunched at some cafe / restaurant :) one of their staff's service is like hell manz. :@ shall not elaborate. spoil mood only. then, friday went to RP for enrollment, damn troublesome i swear. Luckily Lynette acc me :) thanks !! :D hehe. mum bought me a macbook pro. & im using it currently . woohoo. i <3 my parents alot alot alot ! (L) next, went to meet baby. Lepak-> dinner-> baby walked me home after that :D so yesterday, met baby, after that went to somerset to shop & walk around :) then met up with sis & her bf at bugis and we have steamboat tgt. OK, IS FATTENING I KNOW. GUILTY MUCH :'( after eating, went to find my parents at Mandarin Oriental Hotel to pass my mum her facial wash :) okay, my parents are having their second honey-moon tgt. HAHAHA. After passing it to my mum, initially we plan to go sin ming there. (prawning) but im too exhausted so we head back home :) then they lepak awhile at my house. after awhile they left. :D
i know this post is freaking long, but im free now to post so dont find me naggy okay! :D

Sometimes, many things doesn't go smoothly. How I wish I'm still a child, a 5years old child without having all this problems to vex about. Put urself in my shoe, will you? I tried but insist to be like this, what's the point of it? I don't know what causes it but it happened so what more can I do? 能做的,都已经做了。

Been weeks since i last came in this space to update. so im hell bored now, shall start my story! LOL. this year's new year was average. makan hell lots of CNY goodies! :) shall exercise to lose weight! I've been working ALMOST everyday. mad exhausted! :( but i've to endure because of $$$. wahaha. On a side note, caught ' the rite' with melvin, sockyin as well as kelvin on saturday. Last minute decision though. The movie, i would rate it average. Sunday, i went to support my mum(SINGING COMPETITION) my mum was hell pretty ok, despite her dressing!! Valentine's day was spent with melvin, caught a movie called 'what woman want' actually, i wanted to watch it's a great great world / shaolin but that stupid melvin watched before already :( haha. still love him alot! <3 my valentine's day was pretty simple but i just love to spent the time with him, he's mad funny!:D oh! as regards to what he give me for valentine's day, he'll be giving be SOON!!! this is what my mum asks me, what he gave me! HAHA! i want to go prawning! YES, SOON! WHEEE. :) life's great sometimes. work again tomorrow, shag!

lethargic

i already gave up! i tried means and ways to salvage this relationship, but also no use at all. what's the point when u are the only one who took the initiative while the other party didnt even do his part? tell me, what's the fckuing point?! it takes 2 hands to clap. well, for me....... only im the one who clap like a retard. is either move on or just conti like this. can anyone put urself in my shoe and feel the feeling of being neglect? being thrown aside like a trash? :'( no matter how many times i told you what i dislike about u, u'll never change for me.WHY? WHY? WHY? dont tell me it really hit the jackpot? that majority of the people say is because being together for so long that's why like this?? i had enough.. girls are always the one who give in to guys, listen and change all the flaws that the guys dislike.u didnt take the inititative to call me. why? seriously, what the fuck is going wrong? nbcb. FML.

The posting results was out yesterday. And i was posted to RP. happy or not? i dont know. mixed feelings. i was in the same course with Sockyin, Linda, Gabriel, Suriansono. :) :) this made my day. :D i hope we will be in the same class ^^ After knowing the result, talked on the phone with Sy :) after that, wash up and time for WORK. yup, AGAIN. :(

25thJan

Life is so hectic lately. WORK WORK & WORK. no life at all. After work, met up with L & S. :) it's been so long since we last hang out. :) although we didnt manage to buy alot of stuffs (except S), but we totally enjoyed the time at KFC & toilet!! <3>

most of the photos are already on fb! hehehe. :D

26thJan

WORK-> met gc! :) like finally! hehehe :) dinner, chat, watch tv, played laptop. :) the time is short but we had a nice time chatting laughing with & at my mum. haha! Till now, i realised how cute my mum is. A text of vibration, she also can thought it's a phone call. HAHA.

im meeting baby later on. wheeeee!mad happy :))) im so gonna hug him. <3>
oh, MISS TAN SOCK YIN, if u manage to see this. PLEASE MEET UP WITH ME LIKE SOON OK? :D <3>